rough rough rough

Got hooked on a new word this year... rough. I think i got if from the TV show, the book of daniels, pretty good show, it's on fridays, should look it up sometime. One of the character mentioned that life is tough... on everyone. And from that, rough was born. and it's been rough yo.

epic epic epic. yippy-kay-yay. epic is good, epic is rough. someday it's heaven, other it's hell. It is both a place for grow, and a place of burden. A place of happieness and a place of conflict. But in the end it comes down to this. It is a place of God and for God. The prints over epic are not of mine nor yours. It is of God and Him alone. On days we remind ourself of this, epic is like heaven. But on most days, it's just rough.

school school OSU. ppl go to school to get an education and to graduate. well, i'm one of those ppl. luckly, i'm on the tail end of that deal and is enjoying my last and final year (term maybe?). So like others, i'm looking for a job. a freaken job. and it's kinda stressing... 'cause it seems like my career path always conflicts with... my faith? I think God has a funny and sometime cruel humor 'cause everytime a door opened for me career wise, a door open for me spirtually as well. Which leds to the question, "which door should i choose?" and man, it's a struggle. do i be strong to my faith, my bread and butter, my beginning and end, the alpha and the omega. Or... do i choose my career, my family's bread and butter, my finacial sercurity and freedom, the successful and the seemly wiser choice? Man, it's been rough yo.

girls, girls, girls? i know what you think. A damn handsome and cool dude like me couldn't possibly be having any girl problems 'cause there are just TONS and TONS of girls throwning themselves at my direction. well... you are correct. lol, oh man. i crack myself up. damn i'm funny. anyways, don't think we know each other well enough for me to share on this area yet. For what it's worth, it's been a while since i've been kissed, but Love is still here. it's getting rough tho.

So in conclusion to my five paragraph essay, my life is being torn up in these 3 directions. doing my best to stay on target and being faithful, but darn it, it's just hard sometimes. But fear not friends, but stay on course. for i believe there is a greater power at work here. if you find yourself in my shoes, be patient, be gentle, be yourself. Take good care of yourself kiddo, and maybe treat yourself out every now and then. I guess what i'm trying to say is that life is rough... for all of us. so let us take care of each other, 'cause we're all in this together.

Damn, i think i'm a pretty damn good writer no? hahaha, i'm awesome.