it's been awhile

it's been awhile since last post, hope you all had a pleasant spring break. mine was nice because i got sick so i took a couple mornings off work, and it was glorious. i've been in my new place for 2 weeks now and i have to say, it's a pretty nice place. kinda made me want to stay w/ my parents for a little bit longer... j/k. i really don't think that'd be good for my long-term goals, such as getting married and stuff. You know, 'cause it's just really awkward when you bring home a girl and your parents are there... 'cause then they'll make her tea and want to know everything about her and wondering why she's over so late and suggesting that we call her parents so they won't worry... yea, awkward.

Anyways.. it's Spring term! for those seniors, you only have 3, maybe 1, more months of school! wait... take a couple deep breaths, yes, let it sink it... and AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! that's crazy huh? it's almost over. Some of you are more worried than others because unlike them, you have NO CLUE what you're going to do after school. And for those who has a clue, you're still going crazy 'cause of the unknown in the future. Will i like grad school? is texas a cool place to live? what will i do for a living? do i have to move back in w/ my parents like David? (it's not that bad, my parents are cool, but for you.... i don't know.) There are all these questions floating in your tiny little head and at the same time, you're still expected to function as if normal. Normal? your world is anything but normal right now...

...cool huh? this feeling your going through, it's great and pretty dang amazing. you know why? 'cause you are being pushed out of your comfort zone. When animals are forced out of their natural habitat you know what they do? they adapt. they move on and find new ways to make things work. in essence, they overcome the obstacle and by doing so, it makes them a stronger specie. Likewise, it is why this is so cool because you are also going to be stronger. You're thinking right now, planning for your future, finding out what you want to do w/ your life, your likes and dislikes, picking out the path for your future. You might not have all the answers right now, but one day you will. Sometimes you might have to go through some trials and errors, but it will be well worth it. And this process, this phasing out of your comfort zone will not come normal for you, chances are that you will not like it, but it's going to happen either way. Just remember in the end, what end up happening is that your comfort zone, your territory, will be increased. And that's pretty cool.

Don't know how i ran off on that subject... was just gonna right some jokes here and there.. eh. Oh yea, i know... eh... i write it next time. it'll be too long. it's about relationships during this time of the year... the singles ones tend to get together and hook up, and the couples tend to break up. it's weird, but it always happens around this time. i blame it on the spring fever. I got the fever!

k, just wanted to say that internet is up and running... bye.